Hari RAya..

Today is 1/10/08...a new month for me and getting near and near to STPM..One more thing is HAppy Hari Raya to all malay..(although i'm prejedis to some malay,but only some><)

Today i have a dinner with my mom and brother at cow boy..Finally have fullfill my appetiecte for eat stik..But it have happen good thing and bad thing..The bad thing is when we eat almost finished , suddenly it start rain..AIkz..Godd news is, the Boss court wrong money that make me save 20 dollar..haha(>.<)i'm a bad customer..haha

ON the way home,i have a quarrel with my mother..not a big fight but just express something but is unwelcome for her..SO..what to do.I do know the consequence,do i? Trouble will find u no matter where you go and who are you..

Trouble, sad event , unwanted thing..all just happen without our imagination and in the field where we or i can control...sometimes, a word of tired might not enough to describe the situation where i need to face..

IF i didn't say anything at that time, now me and my mom wont in argue..I feel quite weird about one thing..There are one philosophy which state that "human life is like a show"..but why i'm the actor of this show didn't see and read the script??and why no one ask for my permission that i want to accepet this movie or not?

Just..thinking about this nonsense thing and hopless thing wont help me find anyway out or make me happy back..isn't?

My mom just now say that the way i use to compare me and my brother is not true.. Erm, somehow i need to admit it..like my bro have to work to my father while i no need..and i'm asking for more every time..The people who ask me to always make a compare between people is no other but my mother..

I still remember when i'm study in primary school, my mother use to compare my result with my friends result..sad case?if only you have do this job from primary until form 5...1 word---stun is the prefect word to describe..I'm living in a world which need to survive by compareing each other..Now , my mom say i'm wrong..no idea what is the word correct that means to her.

Today i should go to swim and exercise with my friends..which i really wish and despareted to go..haha..too bombastik?a bit maybe..><..Anyway the point is i didnt go for 2 reason..the major reason i think i cant write at here since my blog is not private after all..but the 2nd reason is because my mom say i mudah otot kejang, so i'm not allowed to go.

What to do,i'm not enough power to say or demand i want go..SO just now, i say that i didn't go now cause i need a money suppleyer..when i'm done and can earn money i won't listen to those order that sound nonsense for me..i know that a protect me and consern about my safety but isn't that u hae my a sense of thinking and understanding and support my decicion?

My bro have back..this blog is consider not finished..no idea i will continue write or maybe i will just leave it behind..~~~

EVERY BODY PLEASE BE HAPPPY>>HAPPY AND LOUGH AS MUCH AS U CAN..

P/s:DONT ASK FOR MORE KEK KOK WAH....~~