GOODBYE

Hai, it have been a long time that i didnt write blog. Just suddenly came out with the idea or heart to write the blog. Just want to put something here, my feel and my thought recently.

I didn't read back the blog previously, cause i use to be, read back my diary and find back the feeling or passion i got before for certain thing. But i don't know why tonight i didn't do so, maybe it already late at night or something i don't want to admit.

Yes, i still don't want to admit something that make me look weak, i don't even sure should i publish this post. because this post will be very "scattered" , many thing, thought and feel i want to write came to my mind and i cant organize them.

But now i want to write down the biggest feeling in my mind now = people grow and change. Even sometimes i don't admit it,but the fact is the thing surrounding mewill not like yesterday. Even it is very hard for me to say but i just want to tell everyone i know== Goodbye. This is not a last letter or blog before me commit suicide, it just that i fell i have to say goodbye to people i know. Just that i cant do it face to face, it hardly come out from my mouth.

So, for those who might have the chance to read this blog, GOODBYE. i need to say it so that i can move forward. It is stint when i need to say so, but this is life , there will be more chance that i need to say goodbye so i might just practice now.

GOODBYE