Today is 19/9..now is 10.pm.just back from physics tuisyen.
Today,i'm in the down mode..many unwanted and unwishes thing happen..
My car have send to shop to repair and can get back by 2moro...and need RM450...so expensive...Since my parents didn't scold me but i just don't know why i'm still so down...to act for them to see? HOnestly,i don't know..maybe is and maybe not...But when know that the repair fix is cost Rm450..it almost 1 week of the money the my father earn..
Although i didn't go out to work with my father work as many as my brother do..but i know that my father work is quite a tough work..He need to use energy and etc to earn the money..but i just use 1 week of the money he earn just in 1 repair car work.
SOmemore,i just get my car not more than 1 years and i had make a such huge mistake and destroyed..somehow my heart not forgive myself..just keep blame me..why didn't watch carefull or why didn't take other safe road..WHY???!!!!!
2nd thing that make me in down mode cause 1 of my form 6 friends will leave~~~~..the leave in here means that she going oversea to study...and might not join us for the end years pangkor trip..sad..A feel that all will leave soon and i will leave behind all this..But,i'm happy if she study oversea 2..can be proud for her i guest?
About her,erm...the 1st thing i know is got 4 girl join our class and 3 of them is came from convent..and she is one of them---Lee Siew Ling...My friends tell me that she is so beautiful..haha..at first i didn't see so..(>.<)..and my friends is female. somemore i think she is the ugly in our class that time(sorry a,siew ling,haha)
But with the help of time,after a period of knowing each other..she is a nice person..somemore she is a playfull person although she keep say that se is silent student in converm..now i have so many yellow thing in my head also "help" by her..>.< ..i'm so good in blaming people..Weeee~~~~~
About she..Fall in love to someone clever..and she is so yellow..always look for muscle guys..no idea how she can survive in the convent cause she can't see boy at there..
And she is helpfull for me cause when i still can't drive yet she is the one and part of the person who drive me go to tuisyen , play and "wet"..haha..then when i have my car is my pay back time to her...>.<..She gave me the same feeling with YAn zheng..funny, cherrup the class , be the one to let us gossip..haha..and she is the one i didn't see her angry before..
Wish that she can fly to the place she want to go and have her dream husband in the future...wish that she will tell me when is her flight..i want go to see her cry..haha.( i think i will cry 2..so, siew ling if u see this blog ,tell me when is u flight then we can cry together in the airplane....can feel and imagine what will happen after u leave..but..old word,human will change..we will and need to meet out faith..)
KEK KOK WAH>.<..u also be happy back soon ba^^
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Cheer up >.< Not everyday is Sunday rite? But everyday is a new day so get the smile back everytime you lose it ^.^
Same ship, same situation. It is a sad case to hear that she will be going to oversea to study and it is more sad if she is not going to join us at the end of the year. But what comes will comes and what go will go. So, we can just let it be rite? Like you said, maybe she will be going abroad to study but we as friends will be proud of her. Having a friend like her is something special and time spent with her will be long lasting memories.
Time do pass by us when each day comes and goes but the friendship we have now will not pass us by as long as we keep it inside out heart >.<
The least we can do is to bid a great farewell party and make sure we are there when she is boarding the plane to oversea >.<
Cheers handsome ! Don't make me wanna cry as well T.T
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