Today is 19/7.saturday..now is 10.47....now quite angry and upset (a bit)..why?
Today i plan to play and crazy with my 6AS1 friends...but..i have to go seremban to celebrate my grandmother birthday...><..i' m the one who suggest to BBQ!!!!...but i cant join my friends...T.T
but..never mind at 1st cause i didn't go back to seremban for 6 month...haha.(so bad me...bad grandchild) ...
But..what i assume is correct or what i guess is correct..that's no point i go back..beside celebrate my grandmother birthday....my assumption which is i' m hollowed to them...them stand for who?is my cousin my uncle and my aunt(mother side)..at the restaurant...when my uncle say drink the wine...me, my mom and my bro stand up...but i don't know he really didn't saw me or what..my bro and my mom also he say cheers but..when my turn he skip me and go to his children who is sitting down...omg..so pai se me...i know i 'm not a important humans for them but plz..i'm standing up that moment ..don't say u didn't see me...
2nd event....when we reach to the restaurant ...then my mom say want to lock the car...and i say i want to do since i' m so boring....if ordinary which is my bro do it..my uncle will wait him..but,,this i didn't expect he will wait me also..haha..
3rd...when we go seremban ..cause my parents say use drive my car--myvi to go...although i know my mom scared to fetch by me..but cant she just pretend to allowed me drive..that's my car..ok!!!!..is that i'm so untrustable?
4rd..which i don't want go seremban..is because i'm hollow to them and also..i have nothing to do...when i talk to my cousin(girl)..the way she answer me and to my bro is different...i dunno is that i'm so jerk or what?~~!!!...am i sad...no..this word is meaningless for my relationship with my relatives...i cant find a good word to describe our relationship....no even one..
5rd..at 1st ...my mom say after back from seremban she will allowed me go to the BBQ..but after the dinner..at car..she say ..cause today is celebrate my grandmother birthday...then cause at 1st the BBQ event is to celebrate my friends--fion birthday...then she say scared something bad thing happen...but i tell her that we have change our plan to gathering..not celebration party..but guess what she say.....those food u all plan is want to celebrate the birthday ma..(omg...then i tell my mom..:"don't talk the thing to me already..before i mad and angry")
AIKZ.....am i a bad boy? or...should i been treat so?...i deserve it?
I dunno...i lazy in guessing game...i tired...already guess for more than 10 years...i tired..i gives up...but i want to say sorry to my grandmother...sorry for not going to her house so often or compare to last time...sorry...

P/S: wish my grandmother always healthy and happy