Today is 22/7, time now i s 7.36pm..
Erm....today ,one of my friends is unhappy.....why?It is due to "it' friends(shall i name my friends with 'it"?><) For me,"it" is a quite sensitive person(so do i)..what the problem cause by "it" friends is ...... Maybe i should ask how is the human being or you judge a word call friendship??? For me,friends is something necessary thing or relation between human...(i dunno how will u think of it).anyway.."it" feel unhappy cause got 1 friends which "it" feel want to be good friends to sometimes treat 'it" cool and sometimes hot...(hope u all get my point).. Since i didn't "view" my blog as a place for me to write diary....but more like a place to write my story...shall we begin my story? ~STORY BEGIN~ "it' want be good friends with someone who "it" think is important for "it"..but the "someone1" like ignoring 'it" or maybe just feel normal to "it" cause 'someone1" have quite doz of friends..when 'it" tell me the full story about how "it' feel .''it" nearly want to cry or tears might want to pop out at that moment..(i can fully understand how 'it' feel..cause i have same experience) ... how to say i have same experience 2?...erm..i mostly same like 'it" which will want to be good friends to other 'someone1'...but..did i fail?..i dunno...i think now i'm more like needed came..useless leave situation..>
i dunno how the one that i want be good friends to think about me...friends?stranger?..or a certain level beyond stranger?...i dunno...i remember i have ask some friends(including the 'someone2'..what will you do when u find out that your friends who be friends with you with purpose?...(but..i didn't get any conclusion)...for a period of time..i think 'someone2' is using me to get closer to my other friends..( that how i feel)..
That's what i feel....USING ME...those past story i won't write it here but maybe can share some present story..haha..I find out that 'someone2' treat me different or to say is a bit (not suang) me compare to the way 'someone2' treat other friends.(i'm really muka tembok,haha.TT)....And..i have a conclusion today....my assumption and view point is correct..shouldn't i be sad now?..yes i do..but ...since i already know it..so it doesn't matter or a big problem...
Sometimes..'someone2' will treat me better..but with condition i think which is when we a in a group of member .....i remember last time when me and a gang of friends go to climb mountain(small mountain only)...that day i pretty down...i'm the one who walk 1st in the group...
i think no one know why i'm isolated myself..erm..haha..then i can say it out here..cause:I WANT TO NOT SEE "SOMEONE2'..why?to avoid i being more down...( something happen before the day)
~END OF THE STORY~
I tell 'it' dun think and care to much....(easier say than done)....but i can say is..although that is bad memory between u and someone u care...but..it is due to the reason u and the one important to u have a wonderful and happy time before
Tears will drop for someone important for u...although one day later,there is no more tears....the feel or heart will still bring u to the one we wish to be 2......

P/S:hope "it"--u will be fine soon..