Today is 30/8...1 hrs and 20 min more is Malaysia no 51 anniversary...
Hehe..say don't want online already de but at last still on..not good la me..so weak the determinant ..Let Fion look down..not good..HAHAAAA...
Erm...the STPM timetable is out already...for me as a 'physics' class student is start from 18/11 until 4/12 which is also the end of the STPM exam ...haha...too bad..getting closer and closer to me..What to do if not study hard,isnt?
This week have argue with my mother..cause i want to get a confirm answer that i can go Pangkor with my form 6 friends as soon as possible...but when i ask her..she seems like thinking how to reject me..then i ask her again in more loudly way then she scold me already..start with compare how is my brother talk and me.
But..it really no a big case..haha...i'm stun to argue with people already.. expecially my mother and father..haha..Today i seems like talk more often with my dad already,did i forgive him and he forgive me also?maybe..who know..HAHA
About me and my mother the argue make me think about or figure out something....My mom prefer my brother(erm..actually all my family members prefer my brother rather than me..haha)..anyway..i see something like my mom wanted me "be" my brother....><
Cause every time i have some thing to tell and then turn to 'war'..she will always like to compare me with my brother....My life is bored !!!...why i must be some one else but not myself?.My personality have problem?maybe,that how i think about myself too..mental problem person..haha
Since my mom say my bro will automatic tell her who will go with my bro for the holiday trip and which i didn't do ..then i call my brother to get the answer..and that make me feel...Down at that moment...my brother told me that is my mom ask him who got go with him..then the question is here..why my mother didn't ask me but expect me to tell her 'automatic'..><
I know my destiny is tread unfair(haha..><,kononya i know)..but..sometimes i really will ask myself..is that i should or deserve to treat by them in this way??..no answer..answerless question..
Until today...start from Monday night.."cold war" is held in my house between me and my mom..didn't so talk-full as last time...less talk less war...haha...bad kid.bay boy..i'm really a bad kid..that how i see me also.
And 1 more thing want to share..today i 1st time drive my Myvi to cheras..WAKAKA..if my parents know dunno what will happen on me..(>.<)anyway..save reach and save return..haha..^^
Sad moment will also have..but it is because we have enjoy happy moment..Sad cause we face difficuly or unwanted event..happy cause we get benefit and lough..
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE^^
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