Recall back the past memory..our class like a seperated sand...No co-operation and friendship..although my class is the smallest member compare to other class but..what to do..>
Today wake up and see my father already not at home...erm..with my experience i know that my parents is argue which i also have sense at the last night when they back from singing...sien..fight again..><
Erm,today i want to talk about my family..><..haha
Start with my father..as i have say in the previous blog..quite not close with my dad cause the kid event..And also have say that i should forgive my dad or not..>< Just don't know....every time when i talk and be close to my dad then my parents sure argue...
Cause i love to think i'm important and Bla bla bla...i though my father want me close to him as i close to my mom in the previous years(cause now also cold war).. But, maybe my dad don't know that if he fight with my mom,i will start not 'friends' with him again..>
About my father..i dislike him in many area..the way he talk ,dress, eat and etc.. me quite selfish,isn't?My father like to talk loudly and not say that i want to fight with him and didn't respect to him when i talk loud..and say i treat my friends better than him. ERm..ya, i have to admid that i treat my friends better than i treat him which i also have say in the previous blog..
About my mom,maybe she argue with my dad so make her talk to me back..means i win in the cold war?..haha..no idea.My mom...she love to compare me with my brother, most of the time talk to him will only about my brother..he will tell her friends how is ah boy(which is my brother) how good or etc..but she only say that i'm lazy and bla bla bl in front her friends..
When i study or mop the house to help her..erm,i'm not wanted to get gift or other thing else but at least that is no need to say bad thing about me,isn't?when she talk to me just now, the 1st idea across my brain is she want me to stand with her about the fight with my dad...Who am i for her?a garget for her to use..
About my brother..erm, nothing to say cause.For honestly i think i'm the burden for him..he need to concern me when he talk with his friends(no idea he got do so or not..haha)erm..But my brother change a lot...People change,isn't?.But seems like my bro have make a huge changing after he study at RAMAN college..
I remember last time i have listen 1 of my friends say that he have a brother that make him and his family quite headache..haha..don't know why i feel like i'm making my family members and my brother a extremely headache..haha..when my friends say about his brother..perhaps not bad thing and i just feel that will my brother face the same situation too?(>.<)
But...i have to say that i can understand that why sometimes me or my friends brother will act so..not because to get attention from family(maybe do also)..but the main point for me to argue with them..is to tell them how i feel..how i think..
and tell them i'm not the kid that they think i'm!!!!
That's all for today..haha..need to sleep cause 2moro have tuisyen...maybe my classmate is still enjoy the camp..i think..just feel sorry and haha..nothing more...
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once a family, always a family, no matter how hard the time spend together >.<
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