Part time job~~~

Today is 15/12/2008....now is 8.07 p.m..
Just back from shopping with my friends at Mid-valley..cause i have to buy some cloth for the coming Chinese News Years and my job which high probability to become a part time teacher...
Hmmm...being a part time teacher is one of choice as a part time job but i didn't think i would need go so far and is alone guys..This story is because my mother have heard from her friends and insist me to go..Yesterday night i have just back from dinner and yam cha session and my friends then i want to tell them my plan for the part time job...i haven't given a chance to say what i want but my mother already come out the word that,"i want u become part time teacher", "i prefer u become part time teacher"...
I'm not given a second or chance to tell her and she keep say the same word when i'm going to start to tell her my plan...Then,maybe recently or whatever my temper just grow and control my character and leave their room without saying a word..
This morning i have wake up and we have make something like cool war..Until then i be the one who start to talk with her and the cool war end and i go out to shopping with my friends..Just now back from shopping and once i see her face..i have no idea why and how my temper again grow and i suddenly feel like angry about her..I want to know why my mother so love to control my life?..why she just can't believe about the choice i have make?
So long..without my brother help me..there will impossible that i can go out to play with my friends like today ...So far..what i want to do if fail at 1st and with my brother help it will more chance to success...
Just now watching TV and i suddenly think back that i'm not possible to change my job cause i have ask my friends that help me to ask a job that near at Kajang..But i recall the paper that i have sign when i ask to be temporary teacher..It stat that i need to tell the school one month early if i don't want to be teacher or whatever.. Maybe it sound blur for you who read now..but for sure i think i really need to be the only guys who work at that school in next January although i might have better offer in the coming day...
Back to some happen event..Yesterday i have enjoy with my dinner with my "family" again..haha..so happy that they have make a surprises to me..Thx to all of them.. THX^^..It such a pleasure and lucky to meet and be friends with you all.. Wish all the best to you all guys and sorry is the word i want to say to someone ...I really didn't say anything out..and i will apply my promise to myself that i have stat in the last blog..so...i don't know ..i think it is a better that i'm working alone too..
Can't let him go?..hmm...i think more sound like i will deep dead sad if need to say goodbye to him and others again in the coming day...告别伤心，思念开始。。。